3948.7

In my own vindictive paranoia, in my own jealous sadness. I wonder.

13/20 or 13/16

3948.7

Day 9/9. So far so good.

Only she went to her cousins to watch her graduation. Thats 3 days, do I count that or not?

Till next time, either 9/9 or 9/12.

3948.6

I messed up, I screwed up, I f'ed up.

I failed to see the consequence of my actions, and as a result, I now have more to deal with than I had wanted.

The hardest part is admitting that I messed up, and asking for the help that I need. I'm supposed to be responsible one, the one helps people, not the one asking for it.

On a good note, I'm still 8/8 days. Today is the 9th day.

3948.5

Still going strong. Day 3/3.

3948.4

Is it perhaps a human trait to put one's problems before everything else? It sucks if it is.

Anyone who has everything planned out at 17 is either very foolish or very lucky.

Project Day 2: 2/2.

What time is it? - 3948.3

I've been back one day, and besides the piles of unpacked things, it feels like I didn't leave.

Commencing: Project "See her every day." So far 1/1

3948.2

Sometimes I wonder how dumb I sound to her.

3948.1

I mean yeah I have my doubts, but then I think about it again and realize: do they really matter?

And it's like: no, no they don't.